i am beginning to know finally what a full time job feels like; its been a hard night but it just makes me glad to know i am actually making a difference in peoples lives’. i am ready to go back to school and really start my education. and hopefully sooner than later i can figure my life out. one piece at a time;

interracial love. i used to be appalled by the idea, but i find myself very much in love with a mixed man. i would be lying if i never said that i had been racist because i was and i know how ignorant this was now, i realized love knows no race, age, gender, anything. you love who you love. i have a wonderful lover, but take him for granted. he is an amazing man and i am lucky to have met him. he has opened my heart and mind to many things and i wouldnt trade him for anything. he has changed my life for the better, and hopefully soon in the future the ring i currently have on my finger will give me the honor of becoming his wife. people stare and many judge, they may not say it out loud, but you can see it on their faces. i too was once like that, but life is too short for hate.

if only this was true in my eyes. i am a horrible pessimist. i am often selfish, and have a horrible self image. this is my first time blogging and have decided to post a picture everyday with words of my own underneath.